Here are a few photo highlights of our holiday:

“Nearly 1 in 10 high school seniors reported nonmedical use of Vicodin; 1 in 20 reported abuse of OxyContin.”

So if you think about it, at least one kid per classroom is abusing pain pills. It just seems like it’s getting harder and harder for teens to stay sober. Sure all young adults experiment with alcohol or even pot, and generally it’s harmless. But peer pressure and easy access combined with the glamourization of drug use in Hollywood is making it harder and harder to “just say no”. Growing up I was often in the party scene and was offered narcotics on a regular basis. I always carried my personal hate around for drug use because I witnessed first hand what it did to my family members. So I never had a problem saying no.. and I said no every single time.

As time goes on, more and more teen drug rehab facilities are popping up all over the country. Do you find that scary or reassuring?

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Rap/Hip Hop:
2Pac – Ambitions As A Rider

2pac – California Love (Remix)

2Pac – Ghetto Gospel

2Pac – Life Goes On

2Pac – Still Ballin’

50 Cent – 21 Questions

50 Cent & Olivia – Best Friend

50 Cent – Hustler’s Ambition

50 Cent – Lil Bit

50 Cent – Out Of Control

504 Boys – I Can Tell

Afroman – Because I Got High

Akinyele – Put It In The Mouth

Big Pun – It’s So Hard

Black Eyed Peas – My Humps

Bow Wow – Let Me Hold You

Bow Wow Feat. Ciara – Like You

Brooke Valentine f/ Big Boi & Lil’ Jon – Girl Fight

Brotha Lynch – Refuse To Lose

Camoflauge – Pimpin These Hoes

Cam’ron – Dead or Alive

Cam’ron – Touch it or Not

Chingy – I’m A Baller

Chingy – Holidae Inn

Common – Testify

Da Back Wudz – You Gone Luv Me

David Banner – Play (Explicit)

Dem Franchize Boys – 45s, Choppas, & 9s

Dem Franchize Boys – Lean Wit It, Rock Wit It

Diplomats – Purple Haze

DMX – Good Girls, Bad Guys

Do or Die – Do You

Do or Die – Smoke & Ride

Eminem & D12 – My Band

Fat Joe – So Much More

Fat Joe – So Much More (Instrumental)

Foxy Brown & Kelis – I Taste Just Like Candy

The Game & 50 Cent – How We Do

Ghost Face Killah – Cherchez La Ghost

Ice Cube – Today Was A Good Day

Ja Rule – Caught Up

Jay-Z – 99 Problems Remix

Juelz Santana – Oh Yes

Juelz Santa – There It Go

Jermain Dupree – Gotta Getcha

Juvenile – Back That Ass Up

Juvenile – Slow Motion

Kanye West – Jesus Walks

Kanye West Feat. Jamie Fox – Gold Digger

Kelis featuring Too Short – I’m Bossy

Khia – My Neck My Back

Kurupt – We Can Freak it

Lil Jon – Get Crunk

Lil Kim – Doin it Way Big

Lil Kim – Lighters Up

LL Cool J – Around the Way Girl

Lloyd Banks & Avant – Karma

Ludacris – Blueberry Yum Yum

Ludacris – Potion

Memphis Bleek – Infatuated

Mobb Deep – Shook Ones Part II

Mysikal – Pussy Crook

Nas & Ludacris – Virgo

Nas – Getting Married

Nate Dogg & Dr. Dre – Xplosive

Naughty By Nature – Hip Hop Hooray

Nick Cannon – Dime Piece

Notorious B.I.G. – Juicy

Notorious B.I.G. – Watchu Want (Jay-Z Verse)

Purple Ribbon All Stars – Kryptonite

Ray J & Lil Kim – Wait A Minute

Remy Martin – Conceited

Scarface – Fuck Faces

Scarface & 2Pac – Homies & Thugs

Sean Paul – We Be Burnin

Shawna – Gettin Some Head

Three 6 Mafia – Stay Fly

T.I. feat. Lil Scrappy – I’m A King

Tony Yayo – I Know You Don’t Love Me

Tony Yayo – So Seductive

TQ – West Side

Twista,Juice,Marvo,Carl Thomas – Get Ready

Twista – Get it Wet

Twista Feat. Trey Songz – Girl Tonight

Warren G – Regulate

Ying Yang Twins – Dutz

Ying Yang Twins, N.O.R.E, Ashanti – Hang Hang

Ying Yang Twins – Pull My Hair

Ying Yang Twins – Wiggle Then Move

Young Bloodz Feat. Lil Jon – Presidential

Young Buck – Shorty Wanna Ride

Young Jeezy – Bottom of the Map

R&B:
112 – U Already Know

702 – Steelo

Aaliyah – Four Page Letter

Aaliyah – One in a Million

Amanda Perez – Angel

Amerie – This One Thing

Ashanti – South Side

Avant – Make Good Love

Avant – Nothing in This World

Beyonce – Dangerously in Love

Blackstreet – No Diggity

Blackstreet, Mya, & Mase – Take Me There (Rugrats Soundtrack)

Blaque – I’m Good

Blaque – Bring It All To Me

Boyz II Men – Cant Let Her Go (Remix)

Cassie – Me and U

Craig David – 7 Days Remix

D’Angelo – Untitled

Frankie J – Obsession

Frankie J – More Than Words

Genuwine – What’s So Different

Genuwine – Pony

Goapele – Back To You

Heatwave – Always and Forever

IMX – My First Time

Janet Jackson – The Way Love Goes

Jaime Foxx – DJ Play a Lovesong

J Lo & LL Cool J – All I Have

Keisha Cole – Love

Keith Sweat – Nobody

KP & Envyi – Shawty Swing My Way

Mariah Carey & Cam’Ron – Oh Boy

Mariah Carey – Shake it Off

Mariah Carey – We Belong Together

Mario – How Could You

Marques Houston – Naked

Marvo – Everyday (Love You)

Mary J. Blige – Enough Cryin’

Mary J. Blige – I’m Going Down

Nivea – Complicated

Nivea – Okay

Olivia – Bizounce

Paula Deanda feat. Baby Bash – Doing Too Much

Pretty Ricky – Get You Right

Pretty Ricky – Grind On Me

Pretty Ricky – My Body (YES SUH!)

Pretty Ricky – Shorty Be Mine

Q. Amey feat. Bobby Valentino – Forever Girl

Ray J – One Wish

R. Kelly – Bump n’ Grind

R. Kelly – Playas Only

Rihanna – S.O.S.

Shai – If I Ever Fall In Love

Sisqo – Thong Song

So So Def All Stars – Love You Down

Something for the People – My Love is the Shhh!

Teairra Mari – Make a Girl Feel Good

TLC – Creep

Tony Braxton – How It’s Supposed To Be

Toya – I Do

Tyrese – Signs of Love Makin

Tyrese – Sweet Lady

Usher – She Got The Part

Usher & Fabolous – Caught Up

Usher – Feels Good

Usher, Luda, Lil Jon – Lovers & Friends

Vivian Green – Gotta Go

Xscape – Your My Little Secret

Pop:
98 Degrees – Because of You

Alice Deejay – Better Off Alone

Ashlee Simpson – Surrender

Ashley Parker Angel – Let U Go

Britney Spears – Boom Boom

Britney Spears – Baby One More Time

Britney Spears – I’ve Just Begun (Having My Fun)

Britney Spears – Touch Of My Hand

Brooke Hogan – Everything

Cascada – Everytime We Touch

Christina Aguilera – Come On Over

Christina Aguilera – Infatuation

Dido – Thank You

Dream – Loves You Not

Europe – The Final Countdown

Gigi D’Agostino – I’ll Fly With You

Gwen Stefani – Luxurious

Haddaway – What Is Love

Jordan Knight – Give It To You

JoJo – Baby Its You

Kelly Clarkson – Behind These Hazel Eyes

Kelly Clarkson – Since You Been Gone

Lara Fabian – Love Again

Lindsay Lohan – Confessions of a Broken Heart

Mandy Moore – Crush

New Edition – Poison

Nick Lachey – Whats Left of Me

No Doubt – Just A Girl

No Doubt – Spiderwebs

Nsync – Game Over

Nsync – God Must Have Spent..

Nsync – Gone

Pink – Most Girls

Quad City DJs – Train

Stacie Orrico – Stuck

Vanity – Nasty Girls

Willa Ford – I Wanna Be Bad

Rock:
The Ataris – Boys of Summer

Blink 182 – Rock Show

Fall Out Boys – Sugar We’re Going Down

Foo Fighters – Best of You

Fort Minor – Remember the Name

Fort Minor – Where Did You Go

Goo Goo Dolls – Iris

Green Day – Time of Your Life

Guns and Roses – Patience

Limp Bizkit – Rollin’

Linkin Park – Breaking the Habit

Linkin Park – Faint

Linkin Park – My December

Modest Mouse – Float On

My Chemical Romance – Helena

Slipknot – Before I Forget

Taking Back Sunday – MakeDamnSure

The Used – I Caught Fire

Wheatus – Teenage Dirtbag

Miscellaneous:
America’s Next Top Model Theme Song

Beethoven – Moonlight Sonata

Family Guy – Peter Griffin Rap

Halloween – Scary Music

Kingdom Hearts Techno Remix

Making The Band Theme – Ooh La La (Cheri Dennis)

Making The Band Performance – Let’s Go (Naughty Mix)

Nip/Tuck Theme Song

Pikachu Voice Clip

Rocky Horror Picture Show – Time Warp

Southpark – Uncle Fucker

I purchased this website in November of 2004. No, you will not find any dirty/nude/skanky content here. I apologize if my domain name gave you the wrong impression, but this is a blog website. Always has been and always will be. Bad-Behavior.com holds a special little place in my heart, as it was my first real project. As I have grown as a web designer, this website has grown with me.

So now a little about me. As I stated above, my name is Chelsey. Most of my friends simply call me Chels. I was born into this world on November 23rd, 1984 making me 24 years old. Tucson Arizona has forever been the place I call home. This really is an amazing city. I have traveled to 12 different states over the course of my life and nothing, in my opinion, can compare to Tucson. The mountains, the sunsets, the monsoons.. Tucson just encompasses everything that makes you appreciate life a little more.

I have two jobs, which I love, but only one do I consider my career. I have worked as an office manager for a little real estate appraisal firm for the past five years. Real estate has always interested me, probably because my grandparents were realtors and always took me to work with them to be their little helper. My other job title is a freelance web designer. I started doing freelance web work in 2005 and keep a current portfolio at my design website, www.Chels.net. I have had the opportunity to work with some amazing organizations, businesses and individuals. Web design is something I truley enjoy doing and consider it to be my passion.

Now let’s talk about family. I used to consider myself to have an incredibly large, loving family. That is definitely not the case anymore. Feel free to read my blog archives from 2005 to get the whole story. The only family member who I am super close with is my dad. I don’t have any substantial relationship with my mother. I have a little brother and sister who I used to be extremely close with, but certain events caused us to devistatingly drift apart. I still love them more than life.

Moving on! I am the epitome of a girly girl.  I have an incredible addiction to all things beauty and style. I have a plethra of makeup, hair products, nail polish, perfumes.. you name it and I’ve probably got it. I consider the front doors to Sephora to be my pearly gates to Heaven. One of my other addictions is Coach handbags and accessories. So far my Coach collection includes: 6 large purses, 6 matching wallets, 2 wristlets, 2 key fobs, and 1 pair of eyeglasses. Shopping is love!

I don’t know much about cars, but I know I love my car. It is a 2006 Dodge Magnum R/T with a V8 hemi. VROOM! I also have a 2000 Dodge Stratus, as that was my first car and I just couldn’t bear to part with it. I am sentimental like that. I, sadly, have sold my Dodge Stratus and replaced it with a Chrysler Sebring.

I consider my friends to be the most awesome people of all time. I can’t think of anywhere I would rather be than out with my friends, on a dance floor and with a drink in my hand. Our intoxicated nights out are definitely what keep me sane in this busy and sometimes drama-filled life.

Well, that pretty much sums up my website and myself. Hope you’ve enjoyed the read

To top all that off, I was looking through my grandma’s old photo albums and found sooo many baby pictures of myself. I had to share the best ones.

                       

Current Chelsey Events:

My BFF Sara had a baby! Her name is Katie and she was born on New Years morning at 3:59am. Honestly.. one of the cutest babies ever.

Better believe that Auntie Chelsey bought her that little lamb outfit too :nod:

Let’s see.. what else.. my Christmas was alright. The holidays still always suck because I have pretty much NO family to celebrate them with anymore, but I always try to make the best of them. I spent Christmas day with my dad/grandpa/uncle/boyfriend and Christmas night with my friends doing secret santa.. always fun New Years Eve I had a bitch ass migrane and decided not to go out and party because alcohol always makes my headaches 10x worse. I am still convinced that I have a brain tumor lol.

Alright.. can’t think of anything else at the moment.. deuces ya’ll!

Speaking of purchases.. I just bought the prettiest dining room table ever! I’ve been wanting a nice table for sooooo long. The guy at Oak Express gave me a really good deal on a normally $1000+ table. It should be delivered sometime this week YAYYY!! I stole a picture of it from the catalog.

Not really much going on with me otherwise. I’m still staying busy as an office bitch and with my web design. I’m getting pretty skizzilled with my photoshopping enhancement work, which is always good of course Blahbitty blah. Just wanted to tell everyone that I am still alive.

June 10th: For some reason I had the biggest urge for a random visit to my grandparents’ house. I had worked until 5:30pm that day. At 5:31pm I was on the phone with my grandma asking if it was alright if I stopped by. I told her I would bring dinner. She said “Sure honey I would love if you came to visit”.

It had been a good couple months since I had stopped by. It was always in the back of my mind to go see my grandparents’.. but life distracts you. That night I ended up bringing enough Kentucky Fried Chicken over to feed an army.. it was my grandpa’s favorite. My grandma wasn’t feeling well so I took her a plate upstairs while my grandpa and I ate at the kitchen table. I remember the worried look on his face. In fact.. I will never forget it. He says to me “I don’t know what to do Chessy.” (that was his name for me) and I said “About what poppa?” He turns his head away and says “Grandma.. I don’t know what to do. She says she can’t breathe but she never wants to go to the hospital.” I didn’t really know what to say to comfort him. I hated seeing him upset.. it killed me.

After we finished eating we went upstairs to watch TV with grandma. I got cozy on the recliner and we watched the news. Since age 3 I remember every night I would lay out on the living room floor with my pillow and grandma’s silky white blanket and watch the news with them. I eventually upgraded to the recliner at age 10 or so.

During commercials grandma would mute the TV so we could chit chat. Grandpa had just gotten his brand new drivers license and was especially proud of himself. He decided to call it an early night and go to bed. He kissed us girls goodnight and off he went into the bedroom. Grandma and I stayed up until 11pm or so chatting the night away. She got up to go to the restroom, walked over to me, grabbed my face and told me how pretty I looked that night. She would always comment on how she loves my eye makeup and how eyeliner looks horrible on her. I would always offer to do it for her sometime.

I said goodnight to grandma around 11 that night. She told me to drive safe and call her when I got into my front door because she hated that I lived in an apartment complex and walked in the dark from my car (She even gave me mase a few months prior).

I went home that night feeling so good. I always cherished my visits with them. Hell.. I would spend weekends at their house until I was 18 years old. It was until I moved out of my parents’ house and got a job that I barely got to see them. But seeing them that night, just on a whim, made me so happy.

I got to work the next day and found an email from my Uncle Randy. It said grandma was rushed to the hospital in the middle of the night and was put in intensive care. He was catching a flight from Massechusetts into Tucson. I thought to myself “What? I was just over there last night?” I left work early that day to go to the hospital. My family (particularly my mother) weren’t exactly on speaking terms with me, but I didn’t care whatsoever. I walked into that hospital all by myself and completely separated myself from the bullshit.

I stepped into the ICU room. My grandpa, cousins, mother, uncles and aunts.. everyone was in there. I got close to the bed and held my grandma’s hand. She had an oxygen mask on and was barely concious. She looked over to me and just lit up. She said “Chelsey hey baby” in her weak little voice. It was one of the only things she said the entire week she was in the hospital. I couldn’t help but start crying. It killed me to see her like that. My grandpa was on the other side of her.. holding her other hand with all his might.

She stayed in the hospital for about a week before she passed. I spent every single day there with her. My grandpa never left her side.. bless his heart. He slept in a cott on the side of her hospital bed with her hand in his. 55 years of marraige really does something to your soul.

The day before she died.. all of my family members attended a meeting in the hospital about taking her machine off and what-not. I stayed behind with her. She wasn’t concious because of all the medication she was on. But I didn’t care. I just wanted to be with her one-on-one with nobody else in the room. I needed that time and I’m so glad I was able to have it. I sang all of the songs to her that she taught me when I was little. “I’m in love with the man in the moon” was one of our favorites. And “All aboard to blanket bay” was another. But “Jerusalem” was definitely OUR song. She taught me that song when I was 7 or 8 and we sang it together constantly. We would always serenade grandpa with our songs. It felt so good to be able to sing to her at that moment. I guess that was my way of saying goodbye.

June of 2005 was the saddest month of my life. Just 5 days later.. my Grandpa Dewey passed away. It was June 19th, which was not only his birthday, but Father’s Day as well. The doctors claimed it was either a blood clot or a heart attack. But I know it was because he couldn’t take the pain. He died of a broken heart. The woman he loved for 55 years was in heaven and he needed to be reunited with her. It was a bittersweet feeling.

I blogged in detail about the whole ordeal two years ago. It hurts too bad to look through my archives and read about it. To this day I can’t think about them without crying. I loved them more then life. Losing them was the hardest thing I’ve ever had to accept. I can only be thankful that I was able to spend that last night with them.. just hours before my grandma was admitted into the hospital. God works in mysterious ways doesn’t he?